♥PROFILE

HEATHER PARK
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I am Park Shin Bi
15 years old
I am a two stars trainee at SM Entertainment!
My specialty is singing but I can do some dance too ♫

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♥DESIRE

DEBUT ♫
Caramel Pudding!!
Happiness!♥


♥HOBBIES

Singing ♫
Dancing~
Taking self pics~♥
Collecting cute letter paper set
Collecting cute stationery and stuffs ♥


♥FRIENDS

PRINCESS RIMMY
PRINCESS INHYE
PRINCESS MINNYU
PRINCESS HANMI
PRINCE CHEONGOOK
PRINCESS ISEUL
PRINCESS EUNJI
PRINCESS BRANDIE

♥TALKS

IM: shinbistar
Twitter: @shinbistar


♥MEMORIES


•January 2011


♥MUSIC

Music: ♬ Cannon


♥CREDITS

Designer : SIMIN
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♥Shinbi's model: Uljjang Do Hwae Ji
♥Shinbi's world: SMARPG
♥Picture upload :PHOTOBUCKET
♥Coding :MINMIN
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Saturday 15 January 2011


Annyeong!! ♫

Four days had passed and I really got no time to update this blog. Mianhae. But I will write it down the summary. Those things that still remain in my head.

Well, my brother still sick until today. Actually he is now treated at Gangnam Severance Hospital because of typhus. Last night he fainted at SM Building's lobby and really made me scared! I never see him sick before and seeing him so weak like that... it made me sad. The day before, on my birthday (13 January), me and my family went to celebrate my birthday at a family restaurant. Jeoppa and the people at CCCafe also celebrated it and gave me so many presents. But when I got back at dorm, Taejun oppa suddenly asked me for medicine. He said his head and stomach really hurt. I came to his dorm giving him the medicine and he got fever. And then he went to sleep and I went back to my room.

At 9.45PM, Junwo oppa suddenly came (he's still on high temperature!) because Taejun oppa said to him through SMS that he couldn't bare the pain. We brought him then to hospital and doctor said Taejun oppa got appendicitis and he had to get surgery right at the moment. Junwo oppa stay at the hospital with me. And now, he is exhausted... off course I can't blame anybody. Taejun oppa needed help and too bad Junwo oppa was in bad condition. Taejun's parents don't really care about him. I don't understand why. And I can't ask about it to him... or to my brother.

Thank God the surgery went well for Taejun oppa. He is still at the hospital but he's getting better surely. I hope my brother too.

And Minho (Choki's bestfriend) is also get typhus. Treated at the same hospital and his room is right beside my brother's. Choki and Rimmy-ssi are there to accompany Minho. We met. Choki and I got dinner together at the cafe inside the hospital after Minho awake.

Well, it is really tiring. But thank God (again) everyone is getting better. Amen.

Smile always | 23:24

Tuesday 11 January 2011


Shin Bi Loves CUTE BENTO BOX and SUSHI!!


I love making bento box!!
Just learning it from Sanada-san, a chef at Chocolate Cream Cafe where I work. He taught me many cuisines and he told me how to make this and that to make a cute bento box.

Here are some bento box I made with his help!!



And this is Sanada-san with his sushi art!! Children love them so much!! I do too hahaha...


Smile always | 15:02

Monday 10 January 2011


BACK To SCHOOL

You know what? Last night I got nightmare and it made me awaken. Lucky Junwo-oppa was beside me, sleeping. I hug him because I was really scared but then I realized that his body was somehow hot. He was wet too. My brother got a fever from me I guess because he slept with me this 2 days. I suddenly forgot about my nightmare and run to the kitchen to took some ice and a towel. I put it on his forehead then. Changed his cloth and I back to sleep beside him. I feel really guilty, you know. Even he looks strong and still drive me to school this morning, I could see his face is pale and he got bad cough too. I hope he will getting better soon.

Look at his looks that I took using my cellphone when he drove me to school...

Oppa looks weak T_T

And then I did my test (geography). Success enough I guess. Mina looks confident too (my classmate). When teacher left us, me and a friend took a picture. Winning pose? LOL.


After school, Mina forced to drove me to CCCafe (my part time job's place). She is really kind. My best friend in this new school. She's joining SME too but not yet a trainee. She just filled the form just like Jun Wo oppa (yeah, my brother also will join me in SME A_A).

Han Mina!! (^o^)/

Me! LOL. Playing at the cafe before start working.

CCCafe today was really busy!! Many people came!! More than usual. Fun! But also tiring. I don't mind because Haeri-nim gave me some bonus ohohoho... And then I found my brother at the cafe! He wasn't going back home but watching me working there. I guess he was too tired to drive home and then take some rest at the cafe first. He even fell asleep on the table (yeah, just like I did before). And off course I took a pic of him.

Sleeping Oppa :3

Jeoppa than came to the cafe to pick me up as usual. Met my brother, off course. It seems like both of them are going fine. Tae Jun oppa also came and then we ate together. Later, my brother going back home with Tae Jun oppa and I went to mini market with Jeoppa. Already promised everyone at the dorm that I will cook tonight's dinner. I planned to cook stamppot just like Inhye-onni request. She is sick too. And I met her brother at the dorm. Eating dinner together. Too bad Cheongook had to go with Minho. Seunghee-oppa then joined us.

Stamppot!

Well, this is about today :3
Good Night!! ♫

Smile always | 22:06

Sunday 9 January 2011


Today I feel really really good. Yay! I feel so healthy and I feel like I can jump so high! Ohohoho.

Well, today is fun because my little niece came and then we play bubble balloons together with Jun Wo oppa. After that me and Jun Wo oppa went to a big field. Beautifull one. And we did some photoshoot there. Jun Wo oppa is crazy about photography recently. He bought a very expensive camera and learnt everything about shooting a great photo with it. And I can see he did it great. Really great like a professional. That is the great thing about my brother. He always learn hard when the subject is impressive for him. Like guitar and now photography. He always want to master everything he likes.

He let me used the camera to shoot some of his photos and I am really glad that the photos are good too. Maybe I have a talent too? Ohohoho.

And here I will some of the photos we took today. Just click on the image to view the original size ♫

First are my photos :3



 And next are Jun Wo oppa's :3


Jun Wo oppa really got a look of an idol, don't you think? I am wondering what will he says if I ask him to join the audition of SME...

By the way... I miss everyone at the dorm so bad. And him... I was really hurt when he didn't want to answer my stupid question. I guess he's not missing me at all.

But again... why do I care? He's just a friend I knew at the dorm, isn't he?

...isn't he...? .____.

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Smile always | 22:58


As my promise last night (I feel really good today! yay!), I will write down here about everything that happened yesterday.



I woke up with a really bad headache in the morning and my body still in the heat even after Cheongook gave me cold banana milk and put something cold on my forehead. And then Eomma called me, she was mad when she heard my weak voice and getting more angry when I told her I still had my fever with me. Plus a bad cough. She said I had to go home (Junwo-oppa will pick me up) and rest until I get better. But then I remembered that I had to meet my teacher at school first to collect my late homework. Junwo-oppa aggred to pick me up at school.

But before that, I had to bring banana choco crepe I already made for Jeoppa's breakfast and I need to ask him to take care for Chajangmyeon and Ramyeon while I'm not at the dorm since Cheongook doesn't like animals and I don't bare to ask Inhye-eonni...

Well, shortly... something embarassing happened at Jeoppa's dorm. Nara-ssi told me to just go to his bedroom and I didn't have any idea that I will see him half naked! Donghee-ssi were there too and he took a picture of my blushing face and Jeoppa's shocking face. And that must be really bad .____. I never see someone half naked before (except at the pool).

My blushing face must be like this .___.
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Then, I fell asleep on the dining table. I was so dizzy, so weak and so hot (thank God right now I already heal!). After that, Jeoppa accompanied me to school and I met my teacher (she said ''Aigoo... why do you force yourself to come when you ill?). Haha. It made me roll my eyes. If I didn't came maybe she will give me D. Right?

Junwo-oppa then picked me up and brought me back home. He carried me coz I fell asleep in the car and when I woke up, Eomma yelled at me. She did that because she cares so I didn't take it seriously. Well, I spent the day in bed. Sleep. Awake. Sleep. Awake. Just like that. So boring and lonely. I miss everyone at the dorm. Wondering what are they doing in time I'm alone at my home. Eomma, Appa and Oppa went to the church and I was alone. Sew a flanel doll and made it a necklace.

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After that? I slept again. Woke up at night and chatting with the others for a while. Seems like they got a nice night there. Well, mine was nice too. Junwo-oppa was beside me all night long to make me feel better. He knew I feel lonely. And he bought me a hair accessory!!



It is cute!! I love turtlesss!! I got a very nice brother, don't you think?

Well, that's all about yesterday story.. :3

These are some pics I took yesterday in the boredom mode...


1. Me after getting yelled by Eomma (that's her back on the right)
2. Junwo-oppa was playing NDS inside the car
3. Two of my cute notebooks collection
4. Me when left alone at home

Smile always | 08:08

Saturday 8 January 2011


Mianhae..

Tonight I really feel tired and weak. I just can't think of what I want to write...
I need to sleep and I promise, I will update and tell you about my day today... tomorrow right after my eyes are wide open. I wish tomorrow I feel much better. I tell you, this sickness really killin' me. So angry...


PS. I really miss everyone at the dorm...

Jeoppa, take care of my Myuns ya ;w;

Smile always | 21:45

Friday 7 January 2011


안녕하세요

Today was sooo fun...!! ♥
Even now my body is getting hot again (it's around 38 degree), I didn't regret it. It's much better than spending a whole day on the bed like yesterday. And I really wish it won't happen again tomorrow. Being sick is sux!! Well, I will just start to tell you what did I do today.

Since I didn't go to school (due to Jun Wo oppa's command), I spent my morning to make some caramel pudding (later I gave 'em to Han Mi-eonni and Donghee-ssi). Then I ordered a big pan pizza for lunch and it was soooo big that I couldn't eat them alone. OwO I kept the rest for Inhye-eonni and for Hanmi-eonni.

This is the Pizza and Me
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After that, I went to Hanmi-eonni's place to give her pizza and caramel pudding. She baked me 5 layers pancake! Super delicious... Even though still can't defeat caramel pudding taste. Ohohohoho. And then Inhye-eonni came and ate pancake with us. After that, I went to Chocolate Ice Cafe (yeah the place I usually work but not today) to meet Eun Ae (a school friend) and we did our homeworks together. Got a lot of homeworks!! Doing homework is always make me bored especially math and algebra. And I did fell asleep while doing it. Eun Ae took a picture of me LOLs...

See? I did fell asleep in front of Eun Ae-ssi! .////.
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Around 3 PM, Eun Ae went back home and I stayed at the cafe. Actually, I was trying to help with customers' order but then Hae Ri-nim found out and ask me to sit and rest. She didn't let me do anything. Eun Ho-ssi even treat me a chocolate parfait which I can't refuse (it is so tasty!). 내가 바보가 된 기분~!! 저렇게 아무것도하지 않고 가만히 사용하지 마십시오~!!

And at 4 PM, I left. Went back to SM Building because I have a photoshoot training class today. It was fun. The photographer gave me some pics of my audition's photoshoot last time! They are just sooo good!! I don't know that I could look like that hahaha... Here I show you some...

I'm gonna eat those balloons~!!
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And here is the polaroid of today's photoshoot!!

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Well, there's a picture without the stupid blue glasses but I didn't get the polaroid. Maybe I will ask for it later in next photoshoot. It is fun. Not as fun as singing but still fun. After the photoshoot, I went back to dorm and took a shower. Then I cook ravioli for Cheongook and a banana choco creepe for Jeoppa (too bad he didn't make it to eat today so I'll give it tomorrow for his breakfast).

And the last fun moment today was went to Angel in Us Cafe. I went there with Jeoppa, Inhye-eonni, Woobin-oppa, Seunghee-oppa, Donghee-ssi and Minnyu-ya. We ate a lot of delicious waffle until we fed up. Inhye-eonni treated us! She's so nice, isn't she? I ate so much and didn't realize that I got some cream on around my lip until Jeoppa cleaned it. And the others were like choking while see that moment. Weird. They were act too much, don't you think? They kept saying me and Jeoppa is in relationship. We are not.

Well... not yet. No one knows tomorrow, right? That's why I said not yet.

...this topic is making me feel weird. Let's just skip it.

Here is one of waffle I ate!! Ha.

Waffle Ice Cream
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I guess it's the end of today's blog. Already wrote so much and now I'm sleepy. 안녕히 주무세요~!!

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Smile always | 22:15


Good Morning!~

It's Morning Narcism

My body is still warm but my legs are stronger (not feel like jelly anymore) and I feel better... a lot! And this condition is making me want to do this and that already. Hahaha. Since I still can't go to school (Jun Wo oppa called me this morning and he said I should still rest for one more day), I will do my homeworks so tomorrow I can give them to my teacher. Yeah, I got a lot of homework! Eun Ae just told me through SMS. She said she will bring her notebooks so I can write those questions on my own notebook. And she will bring it to the cafe I work. That means I have to go to the cafe today. I guess it's okay since the cafe location is really near. If I'm not so weak, I think I will work also. Hehe~♫

Oh, I want to tell you something about what happened last night after I slept. I awake again cuz my stomach hurt. And I told Jeoppa about that and he came right away!! I was so touched. Even sometime I thought he is kind to me because he likes In Hye-eonni (In Hye-eonni is so pretty. Woo Bin-oppa also so close to her). Both of them looks like cat and dog. Always fight. But when In Hye-eonni went out to visit Ki Yeon-ssi, Jeoppa seems weird. He kept asking why In Hye-eonni go and left him with me. He also asked when will Choki-dongsaeng back. Maybe, he's not comfortable with me? I don't know. But I was happy he came again. And he always pick me up after I finish my part time job at the cafe.

And last night, after I throwed up, Jeoppa carried me and I slept on his back. Hehe. Eonni told me this morning. And the question is... why I can be so happy when Jeoppa is beside me? Is it because he's so kind? Is it because I am a spoiled girl that like to be cuddled?

Forget it. I have to do my homework now. Fighting!!

Smile always | 09:00

Thursday 6 January 2011


It's 9 PM now. I just wake up after sleeping all day. This afternoon In Hye-eonni came back and bring me a corn soup to eat and then when I feel asleep, she went to her training classes. She recorded a silly video of me. I already uploaded it on my twitter so I guess, I won't upload it here again. I did sleep a lot today. Just like a piggie in a blanket. My body still in high fever and I feel cold. Feeling lonely also because I don't really like spending day at home all day. That's why I get a part time job after school before my training classes.

But then, Jeorin-oppa (Jeoppa) came! He brought me caramel pudding that I love the most and a big burger. He just so nice, isn't he? Kinda making me spoiled. He fed me because I was too weak. He fed me the burger and the pudding. And for the dessert, he fed me his hands! LOL~♫


His hands are clean and white. Hehe. But no flavour at all :-p (if there's a flavor it means he's not washing his hand yet after eat). That was just a kind of joke haha... After that, I back to sleep (again) after blogged this.

I am such a sleeper.

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Smile always | 22:47


Hwaaa~

Staying at home alone like this is soooo boring. Inhye-eonni and Choki are at their school. The others in this apartment too I guess. I am totally alone with this sickness. That's why I think I want to share some pictures here. At least to put away the boredom. I hope someone will come home soon.

Yesterday, I was so surprised because Jeorin-oppa came to Chocolate Ice Cafe (I work there as part timer and singer at weekend). The cafe is located near SM Academy Building. No wonder some of trainee often go there to drink or eat. But still, I was so surprised and happy also. Lucky he came on time I finished my shift so I can eat with him and talked about many things. I treat him, yeah. And he took a pic of me while I ate my food. And I took his too! ♥

Here's the picture! Just click on the picture to view larger :)


And it's the picture what exactly we ate for the main menu! LASAGNA!



If he knows I am sick here... will he come visit me or not?

Smile always | 15:52


It's my third day at the dorm. It seems like my body got a shock cuz my schedule turns out to be so exhausting. Going to school from 8 AM to 1 PM and then working a part time job as waitress at Chocolate Cream Cafe and after that I have to take my training session with SM's tutors. Always get back home at night around 9 PM.

And now I feel really ill... my head hurt and it's making me feel like want to vomit. My body is also warm and maybe will get a fever soon. And I feel homesick. I miss Eomma. I miss Appa. I miss Jun Wo-oppa. Eomma called me an hour ago and I was like a crybaby when talking to her. Yeah, I was crying a lot and ask her to come visit me here and cuddle me. I miss my bedroom. I got a very warm and cozy bedroom at home. Here I share you my bedroom picture.


It looks nice, right?

Sorry if I sound so sad. But I do feel sad right now. Lucky In Hye-eonni and Choki-dongsaeng were playing at Seung Hee-oppa's dorm. So they didn't see me cry. But I don't know why I was hoping Jeo Rin-oppa come here and accompany me until I sleep...

Weird...

Maybe it is because he is older than me? But Seung Hee-oppa is also older than me... I don't know. It seems my head turns to be weird because of my sickness. I better sleep now. Night.

Smile always | 00:09

Sunday 2 January 2011


내 블로그 오신 것을 환영합니다!

It's my first time creating a blog like this and I really don't know what to write.. but I'll try!!
Because this is also a job to do for an idol, right?! So, I will try to update it anytime I have time!

I am very happy I could passed the audition at SM Entertainment and now I already stay at Moonlight Apartment with In Hye-eonni and Cheon Gook-dongsaeng. They are so sweet and I am so lucky can share a room with them. I sleep with In Hye-eonni off course in room number 1 and Cheon Gook sleep in room number 2. That magnae can make really delicious brownies, you know!? ♥♥♥

Beside our room, there are Na Ra-ssi, Seong Hee-oppa and Jeo Rin-oppa. I visited their room in my first morning at the dorm. They are also very nice person and Jeo Rin-oppa is such a warm one. I think my life will be very very very nice here.


Na'ah this is my first photo inside my bedroom! ♫

Bye-bye now~

Smile always | 20:08